March 5, 2013

• true or false -

  apparently i have achieved some level of something or other that i am now eligible to ‘apply’ for a ‘true’ badge. 

  as i’ve seen that little note on the bottom of folks comments – that vast majority of whom i have some level of respect and usually enjoy their explorations of life. 

  i thought that this would be quite a profound achievement – and that lights and whistles and bells and boobs would sound (oh yes, boobs can sound, they can have names and some can even speak – and some even quite nicely and eloquently – i might add) and i’d be smarter or more handsome for all my effort.  well – the reality was or is – it wasn’t or isn’t really an effort.  i type words here because i like to type words here.  i do and say what i want. 

  and if i am unable to conjour the elvis in me on a particular day or regarding a particular post i simply twitch my lip a little and move on. 

  i do usually like to see what a number of my fellow xangans and xangettes are up to in their lives,

  or minds – or in some instances – how completely and utterly insane a warped sense of reality, ego and potently latent sexual organ size has displaced any semblance of compassion for our fellow human in others.  although as one navigates this realm of blogosphere you learn to stay away from certain folk, and to refrain linking to blind comments.  it’s truly – on most levels a dysfunctional family/community – and i do think that’s a fair assessment of what xanga is.  it’s really no different than other aspects of life – you have your trippy crazy whacked out uncles and aunts; siblings you can relate to; parents that you simultaneously love; respect and completely beyond any sense of logic fail to comprehend; friends that because you choose them and they choose you often – well who knows what the fuck i’m talking about by this juncture.  and no one else is reading anymore anywhey… so true or not – i really don’t know – it’s just me – bein’ – well – me…

  and a chick thumpin’ a bass is pretty hot…

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